Emptyness
WEll really kinda miss her alot.Just realize and keep askin myself Y am i studying for?And who i did all dis for?For wat purpose would i gain? Well when i was back in sec skool the only thing dat kept me alive was her Nurul.I still remember dat i want to give up on my O's but when i think of her it keep me motivated.She is my inspiration,motivation,my everything My life.She gave me the strength to succeed beyond my abilities.
Year 2002 a year where i graduate with proud.ACtivities dat i'm proud of -
1)PErform at National day,TEacher's Day,Graduation NIte.
2)gOT SELECTED For Silat NAtional TEam
3)Got the chance to take photo with her
4)Pass my O's quite well with my MAth from F9 to B3
5)Got into Semis in the All Style Martial Art Comp
6)Got Second iN INTER-GRASIO Silat COmp
All dis is possible be cos of the Almighty One.I did all dis beyond my abilities cos of her she keep me motivated even thou she not directly play a part in it.
SO now when i did forget abt her i seems to lose a huge part of me my life my everything.When i got into Poly it was becos i knoe she would end up in poly cos she is from express and me a normal academic so i did my best in my O's.
REsult came and all went well got into TEmasek POly even thou then course is not exactly wat i want but i knoe it is for my own good i make the decission.MOre PRoblems came.My family had cash constrain and my mum says dat i don't think u can go to poly.It really devastated me but i didn't give up just yet i search for sources even help to get me here.Eventually with the TP LOAN and MENDAKI subsidy i got in.I did it not becos of anybody but for myself cos i knoe dis is my future i should take care of it.
Now life has been really empty but i am happy for once cos although money is an issue now but i can see the strong family bond i been yearning abt.It Start with dis year hari raya and till now.
FOR NOW i really want to be who i am back in year 2002 a active,fit,dare devil person a person i am proud of externally.HOpe thing goes well for the comin daes
Au REvoir
Year 2002 a year where i graduate with proud.ACtivities dat i'm proud of -
1)PErform at National day,TEacher's Day,Graduation NIte.
2)gOT SELECTED For Silat NAtional TEam
3)Got the chance to take photo with her
4)Pass my O's quite well with my MAth from F9 to B3
5)Got into Semis in the All Style Martial Art Comp
6)Got Second iN INTER-GRASIO Silat COmp
All dis is possible be cos of the Almighty One.I did all dis beyond my abilities cos of her she keep me motivated even thou she not directly play a part in it.
SO now when i did forget abt her i seems to lose a huge part of me my life my everything.When i got into Poly it was becos i knoe she would end up in poly cos she is from express and me a normal academic so i did my best in my O's.
REsult came and all went well got into TEmasek POly even thou then course is not exactly wat i want but i knoe it is for my own good i make the decission.MOre PRoblems came.My family had cash constrain and my mum says dat i don't think u can go to poly.It really devastated me but i didn't give up just yet i search for sources even help to get me here.Eventually with the TP LOAN and MENDAKI subsidy i got in.I did it not becos of anybody but for myself cos i knoe dis is my future i should take care of it.
Now life has been really empty but i am happy for once cos although money is an issue now but i can see the strong family bond i been yearning abt.It Start with dis year hari raya and till now.
FOR NOW i really want to be who i am back in year 2002 a active,fit,dare devil person a person i am proud of externally.HOpe thing goes well for the comin daes
Au REvoir
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