30/05/2010 - 23:15 - Mon cœur meurt.

I have deleted her. Before that.. I cried while confessing to god. And it soon calm me down. My heart spoke.. believe in god.. in Allah.. in qada & qadar... Fate.. destiny even in love is all in god's hands. I confess to god that I lost.. I'm giving up... I'm leaving it to fate. If we are really destined to be together then I'm sure we will. If not, no matter what you do.. she won't be urs..

And dis love is one sided.. It's only me.. :-( .... while typing this... I felt a sharp pain in my chest... a heart burn...I'm breathing in slowly.. controlling my breathing as i'm typing this.................